A notorious Manitoba television personality was one "Cactus" Jack Wells, who often referred to himself as "the ol' dobserver." Now, as the end of my 61st year looms, I hope to make that descriptor my own. I have rarely been more at peace than those times when observing the world through a camera lens. One of my mantras has been, "I just want to see," that seeing being more than just ocular. I have resolved to hone my photographic interests from hereon in.
The stripped-down and slightly harsh truth is that I have been a dilettante for too much of my life. This fact can be seen in my working life, my avocational interests and, sadly, even in some of my relationships.
My children, K. Jill Peters and Cole Peters, have also seen fit to pursue "creative" lives. I won't be so vain (or self-chastising) as to suggest they followed my example. Unlike me, both of them have demonstrated the willingness and commitment to immerse themselves in the educational and practice components to advance themselves beyond the level of dilettante. Jill persisted against some outrageous academic circumstances to obtain her BFA before launching a career as a fine jeweller. Cole was, from the age of 14 through 18, completely immersed in graphic design. A flirtation with turntablism sidelined that focus, but then he decided on photography and threw himself wholly into it. After taking the same Red River course I did, he continued to research, study and practice his craft. In the process, he has gained a deep appreciation for the history of the medium that informs his development as a considered photographer. All of the foregoing to demonstrate that children can go their parents one better, and that I am much relieved that their entry into the financially unreliable world of the arts is informed by a broader and deeper foundation than I laid.
Okay, so self-deprecation aside, photography has been an abiding preoccupation for close to 50 years. It was spawned by my father's interest in documenting holidays and family events, persisted through my school years, flourished through the '70s, languished somewhat in the '80s, then began to show signs of life again in the '90s. Over the past 20 years, however, the need to earn a living, to help raise two – then five – children, the end of one marriage and the beginning of another gave me all the excuses I needed not to hone my ongoing passion.
Again, that's a bit harsh, I suppose, because I did discover the joy of – and my facility with – the digital darkroom about 10 years ago. As I mentioned in my companion blog (oneoldphotographperday.blogspot.com), I was thrilled to discover that technically I had been very good at film exposure and developing; it was my wet darkroom skills that seemed incapable of finesse. The purchase of a film scanner and learning the rudiments of PhotoShop vaulted my printmaking abilities to a whole new level.
But the first prerequisite in photography is a keen, insightful eye. As with virtuoso musical performance, there is no substitute for regular, rigorous practice. This I have not done for 30 years.
Practice is what this blog is about. I'm going to go out on a safe limb here and state that many of the forthcoming photographs will be of limited interest or "artistic" merit, but they will hopefully be the start of a new, strong foundation and the honing of clearer photographic vision.
Open, Empty, Serene, Accepting, Grateful.
Thus far, I have photographed every day of 2011. I'll start posting images within the next couple of days.